Hello, i'm back from crying my heart out. Honestly, I cried. I'm looking at 2 posters about mistakes and character. Anyws, I have decided to draw to draw the line now. Maybe the decision I have made was wrong, so I guess that it's time to draw the line now. Maybe, I'm not worth to have such friends like you guys cause don't you think our character clashes?
This is life, I have to get through it. No matter what, there's still is life ahead of me. Well, I have to go through things multiple times then I can realised. Yes, this is life. I have friends still, like my dearest ahpok. Trying to get her out this saturday :D And dear friends, get it right. I'm not a toy to play with and leave it aside till you have the mood you pay with me. I have my own life too.
There's many shits and bulls about you guys, but I chose not to listen. You know why? The main reason is that, I trusted you. And treated you guys as my friends. But come to think of it, I realised that i'm a big fool. I don't want to be treated like this. I said what I said before.
Friends are meant to be friends. There's many ups and downs, lefts and rights. It's just whether I want to choose the way. I guess that, too many small mistakes make big mistake. It's just freakingly hard to accept that you guys treated me this way that you guys promised me won't ever again.
I don't want to waste my tears anymore, just that it's too hard to control and continue on. Literature is tomorrow, I have no mood to study. Though, I appearing happy outside. But inside me, I'm crying it out. I just don't get it, why you guys treat me this way? Is it you guys don't know? Or i'm just sensitive. Tears are the emotions in me now. And I don't want my heart to be broken by the same people over again.
And yes, our friendship is just like a food chain. Any moment, I'm getting consumed. Maybe it's time we sit down and think about our friendship. Giving off alittle time off. So what, you're upset. It doesn't mean you can upset someone else's feelings. Feelings are not childplay, it can cause a life.
Edited at 4:44PM
Wah, great number but it is unlucky. Hohoho, I'm facing major trouble in my life now, the great drepression of sarah's life. Cool. Anyws, we talked over the phone. Yeah, I controlled my tears. Great, a new step into sarah's new life. Well, it's life anyways. I have to get over it no matter how tough. I can't just go dying away.
I don't want my heart go breaking over the same people over again. And, if you guys don't think i'm your friend and don't treat me like one. I don't think we're meant to be friends. (yes, this may be hurting) But what about about me, getting hurt on the same wound all over again? At else, you could cry to someone. I was crying all alone in the toilet by myself. No one there to console me.
yeah, you said nature takes it course. Over background, I hear them playing away. If they didn't even bother about this friendship, ask the one who created this clique to disband it. I don't think there's a point of continuing on. Understand my pain, maybe then i'll understand yours. :)
This is life, I have to get through it. No matter what, there's still is life ahead of me. Well, I have to go through things multiple times then I can realised. Yes, this is life. I have friends still, like my dearest ahpok. Trying to get her out this saturday :D And dear friends, get it right. I'm not a toy to play with and leave it aside till you have the mood you pay with me. I have my own life too.
There's many shits and bulls about you guys, but I chose not to listen. You know why? The main reason is that, I trusted you. And treated you guys as my friends. But come to think of it, I realised that i'm a big fool. I don't want to be treated like this. I said what I said before.
Friends are meant to be friends. There's many ups and downs, lefts and rights. It's just whether I want to choose the way. I guess that, too many small mistakes make big mistake. It's just freakingly hard to accept that you guys treated me this way that you guys promised me won't ever again.
I don't want to waste my tears anymore, just that it's too hard to control and continue on. Literature is tomorrow, I have no mood to study. Though, I appearing happy outside. But inside me, I'm crying it out. I just don't get it, why you guys treat me this way? Is it you guys don't know? Or i'm just sensitive. Tears are the emotions in me now. And I don't want my heart to be broken by the same people over again.
And yes, our friendship is just like a food chain. Any moment, I'm getting consumed. Maybe it's time we sit down and think about our friendship. Giving off alittle time off. So what, you're upset. It doesn't mean you can upset someone else's feelings. Feelings are not childplay, it can cause a life.
Edited at 4:44PM
Wah, great number but it is unlucky. Hohoho, I'm facing major trouble in my life now, the great drepression of sarah's life. Cool. Anyws, we talked over the phone. Yeah, I controlled my tears. Great, a new step into sarah's new life. Well, it's life anyways. I have to get over it no matter how tough. I can't just go dying away.
I don't want my heart go breaking over the same people over again. And, if you guys don't think i'm your friend and don't treat me like one. I don't think we're meant to be friends. (yes, this may be hurting) But what about about me, getting hurt on the same wound all over again? At else, you could cry to someone. I was crying all alone in the toilet by myself. No one there to console me.
yeah, you said nature takes it course. Over background, I hear them playing away. If they didn't even bother about this friendship, ask the one who created this clique to disband it. I don't think there's a point of continuing on. Understand my pain, maybe then i'll understand yours. :)
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