break free,

Hai. I privated my blog, and I realised that my friends are fake to me. Aren't they like hiding behind the mask or having plastic surgery to face me. I'm freakingly hurt. I'm at home yet still thinking of sad things. I giving myself to cry later in the bathroom while taking the shower.

Literature tomorrow, evidence and elaboration. One of the theme is friendship, if I myself don't experience it, how to elaborate. I want them in and out of my life. I'm sad crying hurt depressed. ): I don't know how much tears I have wasted on them. Min's blog has harsh comments. I'm quite hurt reading them.

But, i don't mind them consoling you. just that, I really want you guys to know. I can live without you, but it really hurts me thourghly.

Zon: Don't apologise when you don't mean it. I know, must be thinking in your mind why come back bishan right? If you guys don't want, then don't come. I didn't force you, don't show your displeased face.

Mw: You created this clique. Your attitude problem is really enough. You can throw your tanturms, then us? Are we your punching bag? if you don't want to come, don't come. No need for that displeased face. basketball.

Lucas: yes, you're smart. I'm stupid, are you happy now? A joke is a joke, no need so fierce. Do you know it's hurtful? You pointed your finger at me, at a loud voice. Yah fine fine. You're always the right one. Fine?

Claire: Don't use excuses to cover up anything. To be honest, I really don't like you. You tries to butt into conversations which doesn't involve you. Yah, fine fine. You're a 2faced backstabber person. first, tell us joanne is very flirty and you hate her. next min, you hang out with joanne so much. Don't be this type of person. I hate it.

Joanne: I really treat you as a good friend kay. Don't be sad, just that it's a time off that we need. We're still friends though we aren't in the same clique anymore. Friends yeah? I guess the main problem is the clique we hang out with. Some people in the clique I just don't click with them, so it kind of affected us. Friends? :)