Is forever really forever? Then why do flowers wither, people faces deaths, friends become strangers, r/s break up? Does trusting exist? Does "happily ever after" happens in reality?
Anybody wanna make me believe in all these again?
I'm starting to get used to everything. All the changes since June, finally. It took me quite awhile to let go and move on.
Although, sometimes, I'll ask myself "is it me?" Honestly, I don't really dare to trust people cause I'm afraid that my trust will get betrayed again. Simply, I'm afraid of getting hurt again.
But I'm glad, I've 1/2 friends I can turn to and I know they'll be there for me.
Even though, forever isn't really "forever", I will still love my friends till the end. Without them, I doubt I can even move on. I'm really very thankful for them :')
On the other hand, I'm on good terms with A now.
And in 3 weeks time, I'll be out of Beatty. I thank God for bringing me through 4 years in Beatty (despite my constant complains about the sch)
Till then x
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