AHHHHHHHH. i feel better but still horrible. D: i have a ass friend, he sucks. unable to catch 2012 today. D: yet no one is able to watch with me tmrw. ):
yknow i realised i always helped friends and try to console them. but it never applies to me. ): i'm leaving in 2 days time. and i dont seem excited abt it. i feel like eating kiwi now. i feel like crying now. i feel like leaning on someone shoulder now. i feel like vomitting again. i don't feel like eating anything.
i dont live for anyone. but, why are parents unreasonable. D: why i'm the one always get shouted at first. why i'm the first one that she can throw her tantum at. uh, life sucks.
there's srsly many up and down. trust no one.
{edited at 6.48PM}
ohokay. i'm just blogging because i'm lying on the bed with nothing to do. i vomited again just now, abt 2 hours ago. ): Everything came out, even though i didn't take my lunch. Mom's gonna give me rice water to drink afterwards.
i'm having a scared feeling that i won't be able to go on my holiday this coming saturday. At this rate, i'm really scared. ): I prayed, and yes with God all things are possible. (: and good news, the people who went to watch 2012 said byebye to $6!
I saved my money! Hehehe, guess what. PPS had 2012, i watched it, a total of 2 hours and 11 mins. Awesome, after vomitting another awesome feeling. I guess i'll pack my luggage today. most prolly i won't because after dinner i guess i'll ko on my bed.
life suck while you're sick. esp when you're vomitting over again and again. but the bright side, i think i will be losing weight. :D
kbais.
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