we go through so much, because of one thing, called life

sorry for the major lack of updates. I been up till late studying for the approaching exams. To be honest, i'm quite afraid. Afraid of getting retained. I mean, i failed every single subject for midyears and i hadnt quite catch up with the topics the teachers are teaching. so technically, i'm self learning them myself.

And during this whole mia period, many things happened. Problems came up knocking at my door one by one, solving them was srsly hard. I got so fuckedup with life. I don't get why my parents can't understand the shit i'm going through. My sister being sucha ass throwing her temper around when i'm studying.

I seriously breakdown silently to myself every single time. My brain literally explodes. And, i guessed i haven't adapt to secondary life. Yes, it been three years. But I still miss primary sch, where everyone were so innocent so friendly. Tests were so easy that studying wasnt even needed.

And now, here we are, secondary life. Tests that are so hard even though we studied. Teachers dont care the shit about us. When they're in a bad mood, they randomly pick a student and throw his/her temper. Apart from sch work, we fking have to face emotional problems. Be it, family relationships or friendship. Breakdowns at every point but yet, i've to continue on walking fourth.

this is life. Sucks big time. highlights of my missing period. If you're one of my close friends, you'll know about the friendship problem I had. No current updates. Debbie, andy awesome peoplez! they settle every single thing in a phone call. involving alot of ppl. And i realised that one of my close friends, werent close to me at all. Betrayed backstabbed x100. Whack.

met junquan. nick: quany. stop being irritating sometimes. & wish you luck in everythingggg.

Pls bear with me. I've alot to say. if you don't want to read on further. Just close it up.

And officially, i lost contact with the outside world because of exams. Joan and shijie kept calling me out. tons of fun things i used to do with them. but i rejected them. :( they're fking sweet people, true friends yo. they webcam with me, while i was studying. sweet much :* they kept me company over phone till 4am z.

thats allll, i miss my life :( burn midnight oil tonight again, till 4am. sucks sucks suck.
Church > popular > sleep. Damn no life, when its a sunday.

i care because i luv. You don't want me to care, say in my face. Politely please. not shouting back at me zz. I don't give a damn about you. I'm only caring for you, i don't deserve sucha treatment back.

kkkz. next post about kaixin birthday.
baibai.