I'll love you like the ends of the world

hello earthlings. real sorry for not blogging ages. I have lots of things to share, but just not here.. I used to blog about every single bits in life. but I don't feel it anymore. honestly, I feel I lost myself after the great setback in life. but in any case I've stand up and ready to conquer the world in everything. but, true it all, what a girl really wants a shoulder.

i do admit I have pretty awesome friends, beatty and outside. outside friends, like joan shijie and co. really bought laughters and things I'll never experience in beatty before. I've officially stopped clubbing for 6months. and I doubt I'll be going back anytime soon. and plainly why I prefer outside friends because I've seen too much betrayal in beatty. even the current circle of friends I have currently.

friends in Beatty are rlly awesome. I've friends that are rlly there for me, and I trust them and left a great impact in my life. marienne claire and co. debbie andy james and co. even vphua my listener. I've friends that many say they are the true ones. but I rlly don't see what's wrong with my hangin' out with them instead.

yknow sometimes I rlly don't like spending time with this girl. because she backstabs ppl to hard, and even me. even her current friend. sometimes I'll rather she stand back and leave me alone. because I'm srsly emotionally too weak for all these alrdy.

and ppl who tends to "steal" friends away from me or planting words inside their brains which turn against me or no longer supports me anymore. honestly, I rlly don't like the way you're doing. yes, you have only them. but is there a need to "steal"? I rlly hates the complicated things bout friendship right now. because I cannot find the rights and wrongs. yet left there wondering.

sisters brothers in sch or outside. i love you guys max. I'll promise to treasure our friendship forever and ever. till the world ends. I'll never forget you guys.

and babes. I'll leave you out of my life. it's hard but let me try.

nights world xx
PS: I'll post soon with pictures!