hold on to

time check: 11:18pm. I haven't even got out of my school uniform. i'm so damn close in breaking down once more.. This year been a rlly tough year for me, and i can barely hold much longer. I can't give up just yet, but i don't want to give up either after coming this far. Struggling this far wasn't easy, and i rlly dont wanna lose out again.

I rlly need a cry it out to somebody once more. Joan's been a busy woman, weihao been too lazy to come out. there goes my listening ears. science centre been fun, but drained every single drop of energy, ended around 6plus. Slacked at j8 for awhile and headed home.

I've history test tomorrow, regarding hitler. stupid hitler. what else, its the student's duty to study study study every single shit about the world.

nights xx, time to burn midnight oil.
PS: I rlly missed Jb, where i really forgotten every single shit in Sg and relaxxxx. ):

Sucks when youre gonna break down. when your parents doesnt understand a shit about you. When your mom goes harping in your ears. Sucks when i'm fking stressed up and nobody in the hosue understands me. Sucks when bday in 5 days, i'm going through this. Sucks when sisters and brothers not coming for bday. Fml. Fuck my world.