personal opinions

heyo bloggerworld, i look fat in the pic, esp the tummy there ): Time to gym & swim again! i feel so stupid in my class sometimes, i'm like surrounded with smart pplz, and i'm like trying to just breathe in the class, which is already so hard!! I'm trying to be retardly smart. (no retardly word, how stupid) stupid. bottomline, my class is filled with smart ppl ):

I think beatty/teachers is out to kill all of us. Like srsly, i rather have exams then tests like every single day of my school life. It totally puts me off the mood of going school, i guess the only reason why i go school is to see my friends and well slack AND sleep in class. There are a few simple reasons why having test instead of having midyears and endofyears, etc.

Take today for example, my maths tcher, mr sin, suddenly pops up a maths common test on wednesday. When like, other classes knew it last week. And we? like 2 days before. out to kill us or drain our juice out. I barely even had time to continue on my convo with zhongwei today. I had to stuff like a whole chapt in my brain for the common test. killing me?

Moving on to the reason,

1. tests go by topic which means (for example) if you suck at basic trigo (mr sin called in TOH CAH SOH -.-). anyws, you'll fail this test for that term meaning you would fail for the whole term which is so damn stupid. It's stupid. Just cause you can't do one bloody topic you fail the entire term & it also brings down your self esteem and motivation to study. it makes me feel sad, don't you agree? And like those ppl who does so well would go around boasting making you feel worse which totally sucks. ):

2. you would forget the chapts you learn very very very very easily and you'll lose your interest in the topic once you fail that subject. For me, i lost interest in most of my subjest thats all i failed all sub in midyears, and scrapped through midyears too. another one, for example, in term one we learnt about perfecting square but (for me) now you would have completely forgotten about it because the school doesn't go back but instead, they just keep moving forward towards all the chapt but just not the one we forgotten. And they only have one common test for each chapt.


Yesyes, i very wordy post, i know. kkkk call me up somebody, i need somebody to rant to. All phonebudz are busy. ):

nights xx