School been fine today, taiwan visitors came today. awesome people, friendly. Joan put aeroplanes on me, dont know where the fk is she now, not replying any msges at all. rlly need to talk to her. i feel like a stupid girl, my mind's thinking something, i'm tearing in space. how awesome.
i'm feeling damn down right now. at the verge of crying out soon, breaking down any moment. I dont wna trouble my friends anymore. they spend time when i'm sad. & joan, where you. please call me back asap. too much things happening at a go again. and pretty sure i cant take them.
i dont own people a living. even my opinions get pushed away again and again. and i already did the video. and now, you guys started the video already. oh great, just tell me you didnt waste my time at all. whats next. i srsly dont like the idea, and i said it before. but it went ahead. ok fine. i have school proj, and i have to miss it for this? its always the seniors seniors seniors. are you guys even threatening me? ok i have no commitment. not even for you to judge okay.
1 month and 2days. awesome date. ruined. how awesome. the fking cool thing i planned for 3 months been thrashed. how cute. happy123 isnt me anymore either, been snatched away by someone else. tell me some ppl out there do know i'm the one right? tell me i still have awesome friends standing beside me right?
mom noticed something about me, about 5min ago. and talked to me, she even said a prayer. how sweet. she even asked me to cry out, before you left the house with dad. sinking myself in teevee now. nights xx.
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