Up till now, you still have that impact on me. My heart races the moment I hear or see your name. My heart skips a beat when I see your photos. My heart melts when I see you smiling at me. I thought these feelings are gone, I thought they have disappeared and would never come back. I thought I could face you like how I face the rest. I thought wrong. My feelings for you have never diminished, but I know yours have, a long time ago. Once again, nothing else matters as long as you’re happy. I have been trying to let go, to hide in the shadows, to just be out of your sight, but just one text/call from you, I’m back. Is this how you play with my heart? Is this how you fumble with my feelings? Can you please just tell me what do you want. Don’t leave me hanging like this. It’s not funny at all. It’s painful.

@tumblr.