wna get a slreoslomovintagepolaroid camera. Can i become a human that have those camera eyes that have protection in the lenses. even though the front been cracked, at least the lens haven't. I'll be able to capture down the beautiful images in life, the real ones. not those fake ones.

After today's ptm & stuffs. I just realised, my emotions take over me quite easily. I get affected very easily, but i can control my emotions like finally! & friends will be there to take care of you but that's my weakness too. ); Gah. life's being an arse to me now. ):

I trust friends too easily. I believe them too easily. I love them too easily. I let them enter my life too easily too. I'm going let it stop asap. I've changed, people changed. What to do, i'm gna get back to the old me again. Study hard, play less. Results affects. Fali on tagboard mentioned i'm gna fail right. I FAILED ALL MY SUBJECTS. happy now?

okay. i fking booked the bbq today, it's cancelled. things i bought also wasted. yayee wasted wasted wasted. So? who really cares about it actually. Cancelled then cancelled lo. It's just chain reaction. Bloody irritated when i organised the thing gotten cancelled & the things are ALL wasted. I should stop my initiative in doing thing. I'm wasting time & just fking hurting myself, knowing where it will land.

gna bury a hole & start pouring my tears out. bye. I'm leaving cyber world for a while. Hiatus.