Click to enlarge all pictures, you will need too, if you want to stalk me, HAHA.Click to enlarge above's picture, that's my current life now.
I'm not entirely grounded, it's just that no allowance which means i'll go out less often, which means grounded also right. My parents sure know their way around things. My mom went like, "Nono weiqi, i won't ground you one, i'll just cut your allowance only lor." With that smile on her face. Gah.
here's the long story if you wanna know, (cos i know you wanna know) :D
Ok, apparently, i slacked in my studies, i don't hand in my maths homework. My maths teacher (mrsin) seems to be having pms lately, :/ And then i'm his recent target. I was called up and then out of the class. I didn't hand in my books which I actually did cos classmates saw me doing. but apparently, mrsin doesnt lose any books in his whole entire life. Wtf person do make mistakes too -.-
Ok, yea, he called me out of the class and had those students-will-feel-guilty-after-these-kinds-of-talks with me. He said he's gonna call my mother and put me to detention for each book. Which means 2hours of detention of each books, 3 books = 6hours. Wtf k. -'- yeap that wasn't it. it continues on..
He said many teachers doesnt like me and are finding problems with me now. Ok, i know a couple of teachers, but they aren't totally my fault. For eg, mr lee? Gah. He told me, they're gonna put a student down to NA stream this year and the first person they're gonna choose is me. Ok, so i'm gonna go down to NA stream, and what's the thing that can prove that me from express going down to Na. Bloody hell. Zzz (no offences to ppl in Na stream) :D
He said he's gonna call me mother and told me to prepare for a lashing from her after i reached home. gah. And it did happened, my mom and my dad had a joined forced thing and scolded me together. And apparently, not everything they said were true.
So technically, mrsin didn't say the truth at all -.- And i'm the bad girl now? For like posting my status on facebook after the lashing, vanga commented on it.
For goodness sake, 15yearsold are alr considered as young adults. To me, yes. But srsly what matter most is the end results, yes we can't skip the process and we can skip some steps. This is life, i can start singing before I even start speaking. This is it, it's called life. And there's no rules about processes (:
And too bad, the childhood i'm experiencing now. I rlly don't like it, all I want is graduate and outta of beatty. Apparently beatty has too many bad memories kept that I dont like it. Whether from friends to teachers, all i know beatty seems to be a school that produces multiple of doublefaces and that's is to me.but thank god, i found true friends i can name them but no matter how much I write about what they done for me it's never-ending. (:
And hello zhirong's essay! :D Click for the enlarged view. (: i'm gonna by first underlined to the next so just follow while I rant rant rant rant rant constructively. :)No dear, not all thirdparty can see clearly. For eg, does a thirdparty can see what's the relationship is lacking. You're just seeing in a point of view that "sarah isn't studying and always talking to class" you aren't seeing in the point where what mrsin actually said to me and my mom that's the difference dear. (:
And dear zhirong, he had alr humilated me in front of the whole class. And apparently in front of many teachers too. While now you see, not al thirdparty see things clearer. :)
I didn't used the punishment sentence for you to agree? It's simple I didn't say we didn't need any punishment. I just said we didn't need those primary school punishment. You either misunderstood me or just plainly didn't understand my sentence structure. :) Laws are needed but tell me, have all laws been followed? There's no man on earth that hadn't sin before. There's only one guy i know that hadn't, and that's Jesus. :)
Why i can't sleep? Figure it out yourself, ask yourself can you sleep with things on your mind? Maybe you can because you can just throw them aside freely, but i'm sorry I can't. That's why I cry myself to sleep. And that's the reason why i have dark eyebags. I can show you if it's need too.
You tell me thirdparty see things carefully, haha. Did you actually seen all these when i told you?
I agree, at our age we're suppose to study. but i'm sorry, i'm not the type that hit the books all day long. i do have a life too, outside. Whatever i'm doing outside, do you even see me bringing into the school? No. Because i respect the school and the people around me that's why.
And yes, rubbing salt heals the wound. Maybe you pressume you did. but i dont see my wound being healed yet. yes i cried when i saw what you wrote. Why? Because the pain inside me it's too hard to cry inside anymore, so i let it out.
Did you see all these at the thirdparty point of view, bet you didn't :) So don't come saying that thirdparty can see things clearer, because apparently nobody did in my point. ):
K enough of rants. :)
I camped at the library for chem today, it was awesome <:
Midyears are in approx. 1 weeks time, i'm dying HAHA.
I'm gonna crashcourse science tuition tomorrow, hope it works!
nights xx
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