For a moment, i started tearing and then crying while I did my geography. ):
Everyone in the family is changing, becoming so distant to me now. I don't feel part of the family at all recently, being used as a punching bag isn't great at all.
I used to love life, when there was somebody I could lean upon. I used to believe love, and I chose love over friends. Perhaps, because of you, I tried almost all the things you tried and hid behind many of my friends' backs. I used believe the 3 of friends were really meant to be, though we met not long ago and didn't spent more than 8 hours tgt every day. Joan, huix and me. :')
I used to follow my heart in whatever I do, and used my brains when needed only. I used to have encouragements from my parents only. But now, being scolded and discouraged everyday. Controlling back my tears infront of my own mother isn't easy at all. Being pointed scolded of having a stupid daughter like me, isn't nice at all.
Churchppl thinks I'm the one being rude to my mom, instead the other way round. Why? Does it even mean despite whatever my mom does, she's always right? I srsly don't like staying at home, I don't understand the fact why i have to go through this. ):
Gah. I dont know why the heck I even wrote this post out. Back to geog. x
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