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Eve of chinese new year was ruined totally. okeh, firstly mom was like damn fok up okay. it really doesnt mean that you being foked up, you can just throw your foking temper at other people. And esp me. -'-

Pls la, so what even if i changed. Yea, i'm a disappointment. I got it, no need to repeat over and over again. Too bad you born out a disappointment daughter. if you're disappointed in giving birth to me, then jsut jolly well disown me.

stop repeating over and over again okeh. I rather the disowning, then the metally emotionally torture like evry single day. K, now what? it's new year right. why can't I have simple peace through the dinner. it really pain when kor isn't there okay.

you just want me to admit that I have relationships right. yes, i do. So? what can you even do in the first place. Ask yourself, have you been my shoulder that i needed since sec 1? You been saying i changed and stuff. But what about you? You used to be my shoulder during primary. you're the one who didn't lend me it.

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. What, you're gonna tell the relatives i'm this this this and that that that right. Yeah,, go ahead tell ~ I no longer bother anymore. Go ahead. Yea, i changed. I'm selfish irritating what else. Throw all those words out, sooner or later i'm a bitch to you. You happy now.

yea, got it save those adjectives. Use one word to describe me, i'm a bitch okay. Simple. ya, what chinese new year. Fok you.

F you seriouslyyyyy.

ily baby.