Friday, January 22, 2010

a mental breakdown

okay, i'm blogging while waiting for my pizza to come. My old maid is back today, omgwtfbbq grown bigger man, after giving birth and stuff. :/

Okay, today's sch pass by super fast. Lunch with the usualz and went up hall. Did some homework there, managed to complete the science worksheet only. Okay, physics isn't that easy as it seems. :/ Must absorb already!

Went to meet val and went for guides. Sec 1s came today, ahha, awesome. :> Played games and had patrol corner. Left to find Mr Alvin Lim aftermath, couldn't find after running around the school. Spoke to Mr Ry instead. (k, i almost cried again)

I'm been very emotional due to this problem already. Trying really really hard not to break down whenever i see christainlee, and those coxres. It's really really hard yknow. I really really wonder, when's life gonna turn around. Why me, why not someone else? ):

Monday I have to see him. Nobody by myside, it's gonna be harder. Controlling emotions aint a easy task at all, being strong is another harder task. ): See, i'm crying again. Mr Ry seemed to be right, even though when he said i didn't believe him. Maybe he's right.

BE.STRONG, SARAH! i think i'm going through a breakdown now. Oh F it.

what to do now?? I'm scared... ):

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