fight till the end,

Sch's yea, rather good. Joel, Mr cold joke master, cheered me up in class. Haha, using jiaokai. And Andy yea, cheered me up, by "pulling my chair". :) I'm really really thankful for having friends by my side at this time, when i'm crying at every minute I remember. ):

Sch's fine, spot check in the morning. Mr Lee spoke to me also in the morning, the usual. This time round, i cried. I really cried damn hard in the toilet. After Miss tan's, this was the time I cried so damn hard. ): ): ):

Pe, mr Alvin Lim spoke to me again. He wanted to me to run for exco, and stuffs. Recess, did duty. Mr Lee, didn't want to go for interview. After sch, pei the rest for interview. Told Mr Lim, Mr Lee said cannot. He said, he will speak to me after the whole interview. Waited till 5, did homework while waiting.

F man, didn't study chinese. Comfirm gonna fail la. ): Oh shit. Anyws, did homework already then, they spoke to me. I cried again. ): feeling damn frustrated okeh, they just don't get i'm saying at all. Either turning the thing around, or putting me at the losing round. ): Oh shit it man. Frustrated lahhhhhhh, i just cried even when I was out of the room.

Mr Lim spoke to me again, he's a good teacher yknow. Giving advices and stuffs, but i know that i'm already losing the battle which he still ask me to continue on. ): And someone is twisting the things that he said to me, and changing it totally when he's telling the rest. I really trusted the wrong person. What's with the holy prayers? it's called double-facing already, arse.

I made my stand, "I want to be in the exco", "I want to be in fair and square". it's just that the person who said it's gonna be fair, went back on his words, and made me the unfair one. Okeh, apparently, i'm tearing now. ): Cross fingers, i dont cry tomorrow. ):

Sick tired frustrated of the whole thing already. Cos of C, i'm upset of my whole life, i attempted suicide before. haha, i feel i'm the loser in this suddenly. BUT STILL, i've finally seen what friends are, really really thankful of those who stayed till I came out and i calmed down.

Thank you, Valencia Joanne Claire Kaixin Annabella James Zon Lucas Shangyou. Thank guys, really really felt so much better knowing that they're people who cares about me! :) Thanks!

I'm gonna sleep now, praying that i'm waking up early. At the same time, let me die in my sleep, hoho. Nights yo!