THE UNCHANGED SCENT OF LOVE

HI, IT'S SUNDAY ~ the beginning of another week in december. (: Went to church early in the morning despite I slept at 2 AM. Church > rehearsal of the 20th > home. I'm freaking having undescribed feeling now.

and with those PEOPLE making things difficult for the class outing, not even doing anything and pushing everything to me, it's pisses me off too. I'm having a major brain torn down now. yup, i just realised I being quite retarded waiting for something that might not come back.

sg's secret.
2758) you came into my life like a whirlwind. I never wanted a guy best friend till you came along. You seem to understand me and you'd listen to me rambling all night long. You were there for me in my bleakest hour, where all hope seemed gone. You promised to be a friend through it all, helping me up when I fall. But when I really needed you the most, you disappear. I understand that you're busy and all but why promise when you cannot keep it? It hurts me more to lose a friend than a crush and you're both. You're a good friend that I am falling for. I rather forget the love and still have you a friend. Truth is I miss you.

2749) I have a crush with this guy and today I got mad when I see him with this girl. I don't like it when she start holding his hand.

2747) Fuck love. Fuck the people who make us wait so long just to disappoint. Fuck that tiny bit of hope in us that keeps us waiting. Fuck that thing in them that make us go back to waiting on them. Tonight, take a stand and raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of boys and girls who waited so long on someone only to find out they were never interested. Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts.

2744) I’ve never stop loving him, even though i respected his decision. it has to be mutual isnt it? i dont understand, why am i pretending to be understanding, when i so selfishly just want him back into my life.

2740) Just so you know, the longer you make me wait, the less I will want what I really want right now.

2705) I hate how you and I aren't as close as we were. We used to be able to speak for hours on end and now we don't even talk to each other. It's like I don't know you anymore.

2667) I am not over you.

4th day.