i'm back from the camp!

hi, i'm back from camp! did you miss me? (: I missed my blog really much and i really need to rant, in additional i know the excos been to my blog. (: it's my ONLINE DIARY, i didn't ask you guys to read on, if you're unhappy about facts then don't read. AND, i didn't mention any names, if you think it's you, ahah, guilty? (:

k, time for the camp. the red words are my thoughts for the camp activities, food, time and the rest. i'm blogging while watching a show now, the show is funny and touching. Anyws, k back to the topic. (:

Day 1
Celebrated marienne's birthday first. Met with james, jiaokai and zon @ tpy. They had macs while me and marienne watched them eat. Went back to school for lunch and celebrated there with the rest includes claire and joanne. (: Marienne eats ake differently from other people k. (:

Reported @ 12 in council room and had briefing into the groups. wl, the moment i know she's in my grp the whole camp mood was like spoilt straight away -.- Wth, bonding? Hah. Went back to bunks, i slept with my lovelies. (: They gave plastic cups that had to lat us for 3 days. wth! -.-Bunks > bonding games > madnight discussion > dinner!! (:

The whole camp, day 1's dinner was the best! nice awesome heavenly shiosk best cool dinner! BBQ and maggie mee was awesome esp arista's one. ahahahaha. (: human cludoez > bathe > h2h with mr. lee, i talked alot! (: > supper (otah, satay, chicken, hotdog) > bunks. Lights out for me was at 1AM.

Day 2
Woke up @ 7. Morning exercise lead by zh. I'm super tired, no energy. breakfast was bread and milo. Hot milo in plastic cup! joke. later got poison, and i get poisoned. Srsly, i already tell them and they gave that -.- look. They didn't bother about our health. if i give you a food dropped on the floor, you wanna eat anot? (:

after breakfast, i taught the game charades duo. See carefully lah "charades duo", DUO! so, different names means got different rules lah. Don't know the rules don't anyhow lah. stupid nut. circuit games > waterbombs (SUCKS, but COOL.) had our dinner, Rice with one chicken wing, cucumber and ikan bilis. (hungry the whole night.)

planning of madnight > milo powder > madnight > night walk (SCARY) i couldn't let go of marienne with i knew it was her. And james kept on pressing my shoulder while i think i suffocated brian. (: After night walk was bath > searching for food > sleep.

Day 3
THE LAST DAY, FINALLY! Woke up @ 7 and morning exercise. I skipped the run because of headache. Breakfast was better atleast, bee hoon but got the sour sour taste. Milo was still in plastic cup and i realised ytd, they actually had stylofoam cups. Why never give us?

games > joined the guides for games during captain ball. Wow, i saw their faces. (: Did the cheer again -.- i seriously wonder why do they need to hear so many times! pack bunks and area cleaned. (: Ava room next had the debrief and photo slideshow of the whole camp.

Prize presentation, and our group got MOST ENTHU GRP. I feel like laughing when i heared it. ahaha, oh and my phone die on me. in additional, i didn't get the my streaming option and class. So sad, i can't believe it those ranking lower than me got into my option ): So saddening lah. feel like crying ): ): ):

K, mummy fetched me but wrote the wrong appeal letter. So went back, and i sunk into television and the sofa. So comfortable, i ate chocolates too. (: And it's heavenly. WOOHOO. byes. (:

{edited at 8:52PM}
i have a fucking family that only ruins my mood which can never brighten my day when i think about them. A fucking mother that ruins my mood when i'm happy but at least i have a dad that makes me smile whenever i'm working.

the fucking mother that ruins my mood and always say things thatt affect my confidence. I once asked my close brother of mine whether i'm a strong girl. He told me i'm a girl that actually is a boy and very strong. I can't believed that when i told myself in the past to stop crying, i went to hide my feelings.

Now when i'm crying, the tears are just pouring out. guess what, my parents doesn't even know the stress i'm going through all these while just thinking that they're always correct and are the only ones in the household that are stress. I really need a leaning shoulder now. ):