My parents thought I'm (neutral) over joy's death. I can't believe they even think about it, not much mom could say it. I'm already doing my very best not to show a sad face at home already k. Trying to joke and laugh things out. They don't even know that i'm painfully crying inside. Though joy have already left for 5 days, it's really hard to not miss him. (went for dinner, father shouting -.-)
Anyways, i'm lazy to post about the past few days. And there's nothing much for me to talk about. Guides photos i can't get it, i don't know why too. ): And bloodly hell, i can't seem to pack my area properly. There's just something going on in my head that i just can't figure out. So, i decided to meet my advisor, florence'ruyan, tmrw. Heheh, she's stupid also. :B
yes, tomorrow's going to be another outing day AGAIN. MacRitche nature walk, boring. I really like MacRitche, it's a really good place to relax and enjoy. But going on a nature walk with beatty, it can't get any better. I really hope things would be better tmrw. At least, I know with happy thoughts, life could get better. When i'm unhappy for 1 minute, i've lost 60 seconds of happiness. :)
I'm getting my si pig to entertain me with his piggy talks. :) it's just plainly about the stupid thing tomorrow. It's crazy k. And I'm meeting ruyan tomorrow includes felicia tomorrow. Well, cross my fingers that won't be meeting that bob guy. I never like him, he gave a very bad impression. but I never show attitude at friend's boyf before.
People say on the 100th day of death, the soul will come back for the last time. Pray that joy would be back to see me again.
K, my next post will talk about my holiday doingz! Woohoo, 6 more days to holidays! Wow. bye.
01 nebo tmrw, ruyan tmrw. :)
02 Packing areas are a serious disaster to me.
03 tuesday, EMS results ):, tea apprieciation (-.-) and guides.
04 wednesday, champs talk (-.-) and online streaming.
05 thursday, dragon boating (inserts hearts.)
06 friday, braces!, ptm and guides.
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