I sat there pondering on why Joy had to leave so soon, when the time hadn't arrived. Perhaps, it did already for him, but I really don't want him to go. Because, he left and it's just another pillar that fell down. I really can't support my life after getting back my results today. It's just, so disappointing. ): Cried because of it, and then i asked myself, didn't I used to be strong and happy? Now i've finally realised, i already lost part of myself, and now, crying because joy's gone. ):
But, i'm lucky to be having marienne'deary and xuanxuan by my side today, including calista'lovely. At least, it made me stronger and let me hold back my tears for the science results and streaming. I really don't understand myself, I've studied so freakingly hard, why didn't I get the results i've expected. So far, maths has only done me well. &i'm proud of it. :)
Geog sunks badly, but thank Mrs Ho gave me one more mark. Overall for geog, I don't know how's going it to be. And then, streaming. I think I won't get entering a pure science class even though Ms yuen and couple of friends talked to me today. It's just disappointing, depressing to myself, how to describe it. I also want my lovely calista to cheer up too. :>
I pray hard i'll get to the pure science class and promise to work extra doubly hard. And I can't believe the drastic deprove in geog, mye's 87 and eoy's 56. Hah, don't you think i'm like some kind of joke. ): Mom didn't give me the oh-so-disappointed look or lecture, i'm glad of it already. At least, she listened to what i've said, and asked me think about the streaming.
I'll stop here, and i'm a active blogger kayyy. :D Anyws, menz sucks real badly and painful ): Gah. I'll make a trip to daiso tomorrow to get somethings i'll need to tody up my area. The best is new things, and my budget would be $10, so it's 5 items only. :) Crapz, i hope life would be greater tomorrow. Pray hard i'll wake up early tomorrow, i want to prepare my breakfast.
Byes,
he's very cute right, marienne!
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