the end of the route,

i wish i could have that ticket,

apparently, i don't feel like blogging now. because my brace is hurting like fuck. and people, pls understand that i'm anti-vulgar and understand the feeling of unable to bite, chew or eat anything. I had to suck chips, how retarded was that. ):

today was a fucking disaterous day. firstly, because of my glbrother, my mother starts her throwing of attitude and authority. -.- secondly, i think the cake melted on the way her and look like some inedible crap. lastly, i really need a break from home again. having the small feeling all over again.

okay, my mother started ruining my day by telling me i had shown her attitude and sent me a msg of what being badly hit. I'm not going to apologise, because i don't think i'm in the wrong in the first place.

you just found out i'm so self-centered. congrats then, you figured out that i'm
this type of person. Hahah, i can't believe it, though you always say you know
me best. wdf, you don't at all. whether i'm self-centered anot, you don't even
know. i'm not even hurt by whatever you say now, because i'm going to be strong. what else i can even do. i'm thankful i have a shelter over my head, i'm thankful i at least have a family. I don't even care whether anymore. because, i have realised long enough, that you're unreasonable. you're just some mom that suffers pms every single day. well, to put in simple, i have a view that some of my friends understand me more that you. you know why? because you're just don't want to lose your face, you want to power over me. but, i'm not going to let you too. if you don't bother understanding me, and filling the generation gap and stop your stupid old-fashion thinking, there's no end to the quarrels. I don't mind having a cold period of not talking at all, but who's the one first going to complain to all your friends that i'm not fillial. -.-

i can't believe you're so childish too. ohmy, you have a generation gap and childish. just because you believed that i shown you attitude you don't want to fetch me to school and don't want to go ptm. how childish can you really get seriously. come on, you always complain about grandma, you're just like her. seriously, you're behaving like some kid that showing the attitude first.

i can't believe that i have a glbrother whose 20 years old. grow up pls. you're like some 3years old kid crying over a broken lollipop and fallen ice cream off the cone.

then, i bused to school carrying the cake and zonnie's card. Hard work k. lots of perspiration k. the cake reached on time, but ms yuen realised it as we didn't took care of the window. and also found out we used tricky candles. ahahaha. I just remembered the npcc and ncdcc are in camp on the last day of school, i wonder how do they endure. :)

on the side note, the annual camp. I don't want to go, seriously. I know i'll have fun with my dear friends, but seeing those excos, my whole mood is spoilt. take today's example, when i'm marching, i saw olive and sl. whole mood totally spoilt, and the sl why act cute, change the name to xiaol. heheh. bottomline, i don't like many exco, esp the names connected to food.

lastly, i need a break from home. Pls jio me out so i can go home late and don't have to see my mom's black face. it really eats me up yknow. my mom scares almost all of my friends, so that's why i feel so embarrassed. val's scared of my mom! <: uh, tmrw's halloween. that's fast, october has ended. and today's last day of school, my dedications are up tmrw only. so stay tune if you want to see. :D

I'm so getting a pumpkin basket, and calling eleana when i reach to let her feel the atmosphere while she's at escape. heheheh, work starts on monday. child care centres soon with val and chan. I've found 2 already, hoping to find more and earn my moolahs. Plus, adding part of our cash to guides.

i'm waiting for chantel to download gb to play with me. because that pig james want to dota, which is so stupid. :)

so nights and bye. &happy halloween. i'll photo spam tmrw with my loves.