Wow. I haven't been updating for a long time. And today, really marks a huge big red circle on my canlendar. Encountering face to face with God, it's a srsly great time. Cool. And it's would never been forgotten ever again. I'm finally able to let it go, keeping that paper in the box, never taking it out again. Yes, i've fell down, and rdy to pick myself up and run forward (maybe roll my self forward, it's simple.)
I've learnt from tht encountment, tht short less than 10 mins, mnay things. And I've finally realised, I've been dragged to the dark side of life. He gave me the courage to talk the way i've wanted to talk to my mom all these while. And this while, my mom shut up. Cool, first ever. And i've finally found the power and strength in me. Ahh, i feel so revived again! Cool.
Hey friends. They're my sunshines that brightens my day. They're my loves, supporting me whatever i'm doing. They're the ones that can make me smile even though i'm on a bad day. They're the ones, even though they're drifted, they're able to keep the smile on my face.
And love, i've finally learnt that keeping it and crying all the way, won't bring you back. So, good luck in everything you do plus last long. :D Cause, nothing could turn the time back. I just have to keep moving forward and that's how to keep up with the society!(: I learnt, you just got to move on.
And I finally know the meaning of true friends are. Doesn't mean people coming from the same class, school, neighbours or religions can be best of friends. Friends that go through thick and thin with you, doesn't mean they are your best of friends too. I putting a distance away from them now, those who cannot be trusted. Cause time and time again, you've let me down.
True friends are felt by the heart and now, I know how to feel it with my heart. I don't have whatsoever one and only best friend. But I know, I have true friends that are there to support me whenever i need them. Being my listening ear, leaning shoulder whenever i need them.
And I have a sisters and brothers family♥. Without parents, we support one another, fooling around together. What matters most, they're the ones that are my support and put a smile on my face. 大姐，二姐，三妹，四弟，五弟，六妹，小妹，小弟. Idly! I have girlfriends♥ and guyfriends♥ , that are also there to support me and put a smile on my face (: Idly!
I'll list them out someday when i'm free enough to post and blog again. And I have the bloggin spirit in me back. I'm going active and hyper again, i'm bring chocolate to school!(: Drinking vitagen everyday, the purple/peach coloured one! Eating chaomei too!(: Ahhhhhhh, I love the life of being hyper again!(:
Hey valencia♥. Maybe what you said was right. I'm not the pitiful-est person on earth, not the one with the world's bad family members. Maybe you're right I shouldn't wish for the scars to go away, i shld have wished for the wake up call, and still be able to show the scars. When time has come, and we're free together, i'll show you the scar, you shld be able to see abit cause' there's a colour tone different.
And yes, you're right. I turned down many of your suggestions. And yes, if i have the guts of running out, why not rebuke back. Yes, maybe I haven't been filled with the Holy Spirit to rebuke. But I gave myself strength to save money up. And thanks for the rubbing of salt into my wound. It really helps, i'll call you up soon for you to rub again!(: Btw, thanks for your replied letter. Idly!
Thanks for everything, dear God.
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